Genesis, pt. i Lyrics by RAYE
They say the twenties are the best years of your life
And I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets
‘Cause I’m so busy on my phone observing everyone else
How I compare and obsess
(Just me, my phone and these walls)
And I’ve been sober for some months but I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall
Since I’m so ugly and irrelevant
I’ve been losing friends as if I’m tryin’ to get rid of them
I googled why I’m still desperate for validation and sedatives, huh
Call a man who don’t give a fuck about me
Then when my mother called I pretend I’m busy
I’m tryna end up anywhere except from where I been
Cutting clothes, bed bound, amphetamines, mm
This devil on my shoulder, man, I’m tryin’ to shake him off
My ex is on my timeline as if he’s showing off
My self esteem is Facetuned and ring lights
My ego is conquering new heights
I think I need some (Think I need some)
Do you need some? (Do you need some?)
Don’t we all need some? (We all need some)
Light (Let there be light)
Da-da-da, da-da-da (There’ll be light)
I think I need some (Think I need some)
I lied, I don’t think I
Know I need some
I need some light (Some sweet sunlight)
To feel alright (Please, let there be light)