I’m such a mess ’cause here in my head
Keep hearing all the things he said
“Don’t wear that dress, do this instead, she’s just a friend” (Mm-mm)
Now here you are, feeling the spark
Thinking, “Oh, fuck I hate this part”
I put in my card, you’re in the dark
I know it’s hard
‘Cause I’ve built up all these walls (Ooh)
So nobody else gets in
I know it’s not your fault
This isn’t how I’ve always been
I wish you could meet her (Ahh)
Before all the damage that was done
Wish you coulda seen her (Ahh)
The me I was (The me I wa-as)
I’m such a mess
The me I w-a-a-a-a-as
Ahh, ahh
Wish you could meet her
Ahh, ahh
Stand in my shoes, what would you do?
If you’ve been through what I’ve been through
Heart black and blue
It was barely beating ‘til I met you (Ooh)
‘Cause I’ve built up all these walls (Ooh)
So nobody else gets in
I know it’s not your fault
This isn’t how I’ve always been
I wish you could meet her (Ahh)
Before all the damage that was done
Wish you coulda seen her (Ahh)
She’d do anything for anyone
She was a dreamer
A little bit sweet
Wasn’t afraid to fall in love
Wish I could still be her (Ahh)
The me I was (The me I wa-as)
I’m such a mess
The me I w-a-a-a-a-as
Ahh, ahh
Wish you could meet her
Ahh, ahh
Ooh
The me I wa-as