not around

not around

Spit it out, the feelings in your mouth
‘Cause you’re holding back on me
Act like nothing’s wrong
Paranoia in the dark
But you light the gasoline
Cut off all our ties
Yeah, we used to FaceTime
Every night, now you’re phasing me out
Choosing her over me
A copycat wannabe

I guess you really wanted someone else
But she’s another version of myself
It’s all taking, no giving
Just a second addition
I thought that was a given

Maybe it’s all good, maybe you’re too proud
But I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
Don’t hurt yourself tryna get me down
‘Cause I’ve been doing better since you’re not around

I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
I’ve been doing better since you’re not around

Hate’s a strong word, but she makes it weak (Ah, ah)
Steal all my friends, and dress just like me (Ah, ah)
Cut off all our ties
Yeah, we used to stay up
Doing nothing, laugh our way through shows that we don’t like
Now you’re even watching movies you despise

I guess you really wanted someone else
But she’s another version of myself
It’s all taking, no giving
Just a second addition
I thought that was a given

Maybe it’s all good, maybe you’re too proud
But I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
Don’t hurt yourself tryna get me down
‘Cause I’ve been doing better since you’re not around

I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
I’ve been doing better since you’re not around

Maybe it’s all good, maybe you’re too proud
But I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
Don’t hurt yourself tryna get me down
‘Cause I’ve been doing better since you’re not around

I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
I’ve been doing better since you’re not around
I’ve been doing better since you’re not around

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