I Am Not Okay

I am not okay
I’m barely gettin’ by
I’m losin’ track of days
And losin’ sleep at night

I am not okay
I’m hangin’ on the rails
So if I say I am fine
Just know I’ve learned to hide it well

I know I can’t be the only one
Who’s holdin’ on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it’s all said and done

I’m not okay
But it’s all gonna be all right
It’s not okay
But we’re all gonna be all right

I woke up today
I almost stayed in bed
Had the devil on my back
And voices in my head

Some days it ain’t all bad
Some days it all gets worse
Some days I swear I’m better off
Layin’ in that dirt

I know I can’t be the only one
Who’s holdin’ on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it’s all said and done

I’m not okay
But it’s all gonna be all right
It’s not okay
But we’re all gonna be all right

Gonna be all right
Gonna be all right

I know one day
We’ll see the other side
And the pain’ll wash away
In a holy water tide
And we all gonna be all right

I know I can’t be the only one
Who’s holdin’ on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it’s all said and done

I’m not okay
But it’s all gonna be all right
It’s not okay
But we’re all gonna be all right
I’m not okay
But it’s all gonna be all right

Jelly Roll

American rapper and singer