california

California

Spending too much time out of California
And for all this time, I’ll be waiting for you
Won’t you call me a cab so I can finally get back?
Never felt that
I’ve never felt that

Always the same from the inside
Wanted a change, it took a big fight
Calling it bluff, you’ll see it real-time
Wish you could see it’s been a rough ride
I swear I tried
I swear I tried

Got a fragile heart, always thought you knew that
And you said from the start, guess that’s how we do that
Now you’re stuck in the past, I’m tired of living so fast
It’s not the plan
You wouldn’t understand

Always the same from the inside
Wanted a change, it took a big fight
Calling it bluff, you’ll see it real-time
Wish you could see it’s been a rough ride
I swear I tried
I swear I tried

Keeping it quiet till I hit back
And I know they won’t listen till I start to crack
And I pick up the pieces of what they left
And I know

Keeping it quiet till I hit back
And I know they won’t listen till I start to crack
And I pick up the pieces of what they left
And I know

They’ll never know
They’ll never know
They’ll never know
They’ll never know

beabadoobee

Filipino singer-songwriter

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