I feel fragile even though I wear a bulletproof jacket
I can’t find the words, I hide my pain with pills
Here it’s impossible to believe in God
I still smell your scent when I put on something of mine
I’m a complicated guy, I don’t express myself
And the few times I try, I’m not understood
You hear my voice on the radio while you’re coming home
You drive slowly because you cried even though you replaced me
Destiny seems written
When I talk about you, my tone changes
I started, then I didn’t stop
Like a lethal dose
You’re my drug, I fell for it
And I still go down, down, down
So deep without realizing it
I can’t come back up, up, up
No, I won’t think of you anymore, more, more, more
Ten pills falling down, down, down, down
And I’m still in the middle of this mess
I look for you but you’re never there
I look for you but you’re not there anymore, more, more, more
Yeah
In this period I’m in crisis with myself
I don’t want to have to do with you, not even with myself, not even with the rest
Times have been complicated, like I’ve never been before
And even if I was there, I wasn’t there with my mind
I’m trying to entertain my mind so I won’t write to you
To make you understand something, that what’s demanded can’t always be met
We gave and we took, we loved and we hated
You were always good at making me feel like a stranger
And now, you seem like a witch that could bewitch me
And I don’t see anything else
Real, forever, we’ve been like two
Shooting at each other and missing because of luck
But I won’t think of you anymore, no
Ten pills falling down, ah-ah
And I’m still in the middle of this mess
I look for you, but you’re never there
I look for you, but you’re not there anymore
No, I won’t think of you anymore, more, more, more
Ten pills falling down, down, down, down
And I’m still in the middle of this mess
I look for you but you’re never there
I look for you but you’re not there anymore, more, more, more