12x januar English Translation Lyrics by Relja
Yeah, Drima, Đana
This is a song for you
This is a story about us
Hey, listen
Everything happens in a second
Clock hands align, people connect
That’s why I don’t want to wake up
Let me dream that we’re still young and wild
I was ready for everything, except your absence
I’m still thirsty and longing for you, still messed up
I carry these scars to remind me of the times
When I said that after everything, I’d wait for you
One word can move a mountain, another can break a bond
You weren’t just my world, you were my universe
Your eyes slowly lost that sparkle
Our souls decided for each other, goodbye
Now, is it sadness or fear?
I drive straight ahead, do we know what the end is?
That’s what I need now
(Now) A break from these tears
Every year feels like twelve times January
Since you’ve been gone
And every time I look into her eyes
They freeze me in an instant, like polar nights
I thought if it hurts, it would eventually pass
I thought if she loves, she would eventually come
But the devil always comes, knocks on the door
He has a gift for me (Ahh)
He packs my sorrow in a few pounds of gold
And a farewell letter from you, and you
You love when I’m emo
You love when I’m a demon
You love when I’m all that at once, here you go, darling
My heart in one hand, all that in the other
Love in one, hate in the other day
I had no one but you and the darkness
Loved no one as much
Time passes, but not the wound
I’d never admit to you that I still love you
I convinced myself you’re just like every other girl
Now, is it sadness or fear?
I drive straight ahead, do we know what the end is?
That’s what I need now
(Now) A break from these tears
Every year feels like twelve times January
Since you’ve been gone
Like I’m a leaf
That doesn’t change colors
Even when the snow melts
I just can’t piece together this broken heart
Without a piece missing