I started feeling better as the years went by
I learned from my mistakes and from burning my hands
If I had hidden it away
It wouldn’t seem so strange
If I hadn’t kissed him just to hurt myself more
I don’t feel the pain
If I lie to myself
I’m starting to get used to it
My voice fades away
If I miss you
Your past splashes over me
It comes back again
None of it was a coincidence
But I have to admit that it wasn’t my place
By his side
Without the guilt killing me, and the feelings left unpunished
(Left unpunished)
It’s hard to talk when everything’s been said
It’s hard to move when everything is a stop
And it’s just raining on the already wet ground
If you had gotten over it
You’d already be somewhere else
If you had forgotten me
It wouldn’t be so strange
I don’t feel the pain
If I lie to myself
I’m starting to get used to it
My voice fades away
If I miss you
Your past splashes over me
It comes back again