I’m not really used to this
But um..
Imma just do it
I hope my mama would like this song ..
Man how you doin?
I’m good
Don’t ask about me
I’m good
Sorted Out All Distant Memories
All that’s left is your last name
Should I smoke to shake it off?
This long, long reality
In the tough moments of life
Your face appears on mine
So I
Don’t know what’s right
Or what’s wrong
There’s no way to tell
The only daughter who matured early
The girlish mother’s pillar
Homeroom teacher
Neighbor lady
Grandfather, who else was there?
In my not-so-warm childhood
Who was missing?
Man, I don’t blame you
You must have had your reasons
I don’t blame you
There must have been unavoidable adult reasons
I don’t blame you
Yes, I don’t blame you
Then you don’t have to blame me
To me, you’re just
A stranger
Papa, where you goin’?
I don’t feel much love
Mama, why you cryin’?
Damn, I really don’t know
Left my mommy all for you
I didn’t even get to choose
I, knowing nothing,
Just stare blankly at the fallen pieces
Left my mommy all for you
I didn’t even get to choose
I, knowing nothing,
Just stare blankly at the fallen pieces
Back to 2011
Three women at home
The only adult man
At grandfather’s funeral
A visit from a stranger
Instead of calling him dad,
I hid behind mom and asked
Do I need to go with him?
What should I do?
I don’t want to go anywhere with him
To break the awkward silence,
You bought junk food I couldn’t usually eat
After one bite,
Young me asked if you could buy one more
With a lonely smile, you said of course
If I had known it was the last time, I would have told you
You don’t have to do this
Papa, where you goin’?
I don’t feel much love
Mama, why you cryin’?
Damn, I really don’t know
Left my mommy all for you
I didn’t even get to choose
I, knowing nothing,
Just stare blankly at the fallen pieces
Left my mommy all for you
I didn’t even get to choose
I, knowing nothing,
Just stare blankly at the fallen pieces
Left my mommy all for you
I didn’t even get to choose
I, knowing nothing,
Just stare blankly at the fallen pieces
Bye bye