I’m feeling lonely again
And shit I owe to this
They don’t wanna let it go
I want to say everything I feel
Forgotten now are my secrets, never revealed even once
Time has healed, made me stronger
My heart learned to speak when not needed, even if it’s painful
Even if I’m in the right, it doesn’t matter
I don’t want to talk and it seems like my weakness is judged
I can do this on my own, even if I get anxious sometimes
Even if I’m sometimes consumed by anger, oh, and I want to hurt too (uh)
Even if my poem titled “If You Only Knew” no longer fits
It’s not scattered in the rainy season, days pass faster than the afternoon
Just opened, another week, son of a bitch, oh, son of a gun
When this comes, I hope my hurt can be released
Baby, baby, if you only knew
I’m feeling lonely again
And shit I owe to this
They don’t wanna let it go