For a month now, I’ve had the world upside down in my head
Your dress still remains in my drawer
And you haven’t left
Thinking that Friday will be just another typical Friday
Having drinks at our favorite bar
Dancing amidst the noise
But you’re not here
Damn, it sucks to be drunk without you
Searching in someone else to dry my tears
That’s why I’m still here
Pretending that nothing, nothing, nothing happens when you’re not around
Pretending that the world doesn’t end every time you leave
Listening to the song of us two
Burning that damn voice note
That one day came out of nowhere and says goodbye again
If you only knew I’m here
Drowning in alcohol to save my heart
It doesn’t matter if that message exists because, in the end
Tonight, I’ll deny it
But tomorrow, I want to hear you, that’s why I won’t delete it
Crazy and lost, I’ve convinced myself
If I don’t respond, you haven’t left
If you say you’re not coming back
Tell me, what else can I lose?
Pretending that nothing, nothing, nothing happens when you’re not around
Pretending that the world doesn’t end every time you leave
Listening to the song of us two
Burning that damn voice note
That one day came out of nowhere and says goodbye again
But you’re not here
Damn, it sucks to be drunk without you
Searching in someone else to dry my tears
That’s why I’m still here
Pretending that nothing, nothing, nothing happens when you’re not around
Pretending that the world doesn’t end every time you leave
Listening to the song of us two
Burning that damn voice note
That one day came out of nowhere and says goodbye again
If you only knew I’m here
Drowning in alcohol to save my heart
If you only knew I’m here
Drowning in alcohol to save my heart