I’ve made up my mind
From one to ten, everything is fine
Nothing has changed, but why do I
Feel this unnecessary anxiety?
It doesn’t matter
Even if you’re living better than me
Even a fleeting curiosity
No longer stirs within me
So far from denying
Anyway, you never
Had any interest in someone like me
It’s all over now
I’m the one who ruined everything
I became so pitiful
I was far away
Even though I pretended not to notice, tried to act okay
Stuck in misery
With eyes growing redder
I’ll be honest
Without missing a single detail
I remember you completely
(Suffer inside)
At some point
I guess I already knew
That I was the problem
You were the thread
That kept me alive
I think I look like a poor little punk
Everything, probably
Was like this from the beginning
Knowing the truth too well
I keep shrinking
Huddled in a corner
If I’m going to live in misery
I’d rather go back to the time
When I was alone, and leave again
Huddled in a corner
If I’m going to live in misery
I’d rather go back to the time
When I was alone, and leave again
If I don’t get away
I won’t stand this
I was far away
Even though I pretended not to notice, tried to act okay
Stuck in misery
With eyes growing redder
I’ll be honest
Without missing a single detail
I remember you completely
And so it is
The conclusion was already there
And so it is
The problem was with me
All that needs to disappear is me