Forgive me for being as I am, it’s just that you wouldn’t unblock me
I left you a letter today where you always parked
I don’t deserve your forgiveness, maybe this won’t change anything
It’s over on your side, but it’s not over on mine yet
I don’t know what hurt more
Failing you or knowing you won’t come back
With you, I felt what I never felt with anyone else
And it ended just like the others
I wish I could love you
But I just don’t know how to
Maybe in another life, I’ll have a heart that works
To find you and make this right
I wish I could love you
But I just don’t know how to
And if that day was our goodbye
Then come and say goodbye properly
So that your memory doesn’t follow me when I’m with someone else, babe
I leave, but I always come back, one returns to where they were happy
I spend my time smoking weed to see if the smoke reaches the heart
And once and for all, I forget about you and what we had
The fridge was always full, but we always ate each other up
Sex didn’t end until we fell asleep
It’s false what they say out there that I never loved you
And all the hurt I caused you and myself
I don’t know what hurt more
Failing you or knowing you won’t come back
With you, I felt what I never felt with anyone else
And it ended just like the others
I wish I could love you
But I just don’t know how to
Maybe in another life, I’ll have a heart that works
To find you and make this right
I wish I could love you
But I just don’t know how to
And if that day was our goodbye
Then come and say goodbye properly
It seems
My faithful heart
Once and again
Again and again
I saw you stumble
With the same foot
With the same stone
And I know that’s how you are