Another drink at the corner bar, I only have two cigarettes left.
My table is missing a chair, and my hand is missing a ring.
Next to me, people are laughing, and I only hear noise.
Have they found what I’m looking for? Or have they not lost it?
I wish I could love again.
I wish I could love like that time.
But that time was the last time,
The last time
That someone made me not care about the passage of time,
That someone meant more to me than just a moment.
I don’t know who I’m lying to;
I say no, but I’m trying to feel again,
Like the last time
When a kiss felt like a trip from the purest drug,
When what was normal became madness for me.
And now who heals it?
If the cure is that someone loves me again, like the last time.
Another drink isn’t enough because now I have a thousand questions,
And maybe everything would be different if your life and mine crossed paths.
Next to me, people are whispering, and I only hear noise,
Because in my heart, forgiveness is not forbidden.
I wish I could love again.
I wish I could love like that time.
But that time was the last time,
The last time
That someone made me not care about the passage of time,
That someone meant more to me than just a moment.
I don’t know who I’m lying to;
I say no, but I’m trying to feel again,
Like the last time
When a kiss felt like a trip from the purest drug,
When what was normal became madness for me.
And now who heals it?
If the cure is that you love me again for the last time.